Gym Life !

Yoyoyoyoyoyo !
I'm going back to my usual gym life now and its like damn fun can!
In gym, you don't need a buddy. All you need are friends !
Well, after so long i finally realised that actually grinding with the metals are sometimes better than grinding with girls !
Wahahahaha
maybe i'm a lil crazy over it yea :)
Building in process :)) a lean build baby!

Like a paper note

I have been really busy recently because many things was left undone and i can't find the usb cable to transfer my pictures over to my com. I'm at lim sheng's house right now . I blog just to vent out something that is deep inside my heart right now . If i have the chance to make you believe in me once again, i'll cherish this chance, definitely . Alright firstly i know very well that i'm someone who speaks whatever stuff that comes to my mind and i don't really give a damn at how you feel but after so many times of being let off, i'm slowly adapted to this kind of situation and unknownly finding myself climbing over your head. I believe out of 10 quarrels, 8 quarrels were started by me and i'm at fault and i knew it :) its just that i don't want to admit that i'm in the wrong. You gave me so much chances but i didn't amend my ways until i saw that msg that special night. Indeed, i can't sleep well that night, many stuff came to my mind and i was thinking of better ways to solve those problems instead of asking you to fuck off immediately :)haha! Seriously, i really don't know that life has been so hard on you when i was not there by your side holding your hands to guide you through the dark path and hearing you throw whatever nonsense you want on me. Hmm, i was actually leading a carefree life without having to care about anybody during that period but i realised that it was meaningless. No point . That was the only thing that came to my mind. I always try to pretend that i don't care, you know it very well that mr kwt is a sore loser . haha . BUT actually i do care alot, yea. Hmm What i wanna say right now is that i sweared to myself that i will not scold without reasons and give attitude without reasons. That is the promise i will give to you and all of my close ones :)
Whatever it is i still hope that i'll be the paper to be there for you when you have things to write and so that i will know how is your everyday life , like a diary :)
take care my love drink more water flu ass :)

:(

Hey there! finally i have the mood to blog today, i have some pictures but all my pictures are in my laptop. Well, i really can't stop myself from thinking about the negative things. Every single i live is like i'm taking for granted, out of sudden i feel that i am such a failure. I really don't know what i want in life, perhaps its time for me to sort out my thinking and i really need someone to be there for me and knock some senses into me! Afterall, i feel so fuck up !
Why are humans taking advantages over each other? Why Why Why !
Why do you only think of me when something happens!
Maybe i'm jus thinking too much, nobody cares about me other than my own close clique!
Who am i going to turn to when i'm in trouble? who understands me! Fuck it!
For whoever it is, please don't come to me only when you have problems thanks.
Will anyone wants someone who doesn't care for you when he/she is happy outside and when problems occurs, you're the one he/she will turn to and he/she ask you for help?
Think about your actions :)

In a state of unstability . . . .

It is 9.49 pm now and i am sitting infront of my computer and staring into the blanks wondering what kind of results will i get for my mid-year exams. I just don't know why i always have this kind of "can't afford to lose" attitude and it is really getting on my nerves. Now, a mixture of feelings lingered through my mind and i am really losing on that little glimpse of hope. I know it has been very long since i last blogged but there is a reason because i am really busy handling some personal matters. Lets begin with my day, I came back to school at around 2pm and slept on my sofa while waiting for jason. He reached my house and we did our cme projects. I find that the project is really ridiculous but we have no choice for our CME teacher is our school's DM. alright, we went to jurong spring macdonalds and had our revision. I just came home and there is nothing else:) I shall end it here, i think i will start blogging everyday from tomorrow onwards if i am free . Stay tuned peeps/earthings !

Drumming!

Good night everybody, now is already 12.30am and i'm on my bed using my lappy. Lets talk about my day spent at hazwan's house. I came back home from lim sheng house in the morning and i met up with acer,jason,asraf and limsheng and headed down to hazwan's house. We enjoyed ourselves there because of hazwan's drumming set. Although it was fun but i was so fed up with myself because i realised that my body coordinating skill is not very good and i feel that i look like a retard whenever i didn't manage follow the beat. We left his house at 7pm and we went back to 442 and had our dinner. Anyway, lets stop talking about what we did today because i know that its getting a little bit boring:) Alright, Sometimes we can know what a person is like when a crisis strikes and by then you'll be able to know who is your true friend and who is not :( Whatever it is, we still have to hang on there and be cheerful no matter what happens other than the falling of the sky. Haha!
Alright here are some pictures that i have taken for my CME project recently. Mind you, i really look really ugly in uniform !haha school boy yo!hahaa

Exciting everyday life

Hello every earthing! I'm finally free today as there are nothing much to do today. Life has been rather great for me since then but i'm really cherishing everyday and i live according to "live like there is no tomorrow" theory. Recently, i just bought a LG secret from a friend, a nice phone and i love it ! Hmm, i'm really in fear now because my mid year examinations is just round the corner and i'm slacking like nobody's business. I guess i will not be shocked even if i fair badly for my mid year exams :) This morning, i had physics test and i left 1 whole question in section B blank and i knew i am going to be in hot soup soon :( But who cares ? Guess what, I wrote something really stupid on my physics paper, i wrote "Before a person suceed, he must fail first" LOL! I know this is hilarious but i enjoyed it ! oh god, maybe i'm turning crazy soon because of all the crazy stuff that i have did recently. Today is 14th april and god has given me almost 1 month to enjoy, I really cherish it and hope that my I.O will not harress me and would not hinder me. Knew this guy weeleong for several years, pray hard for you bro Thanks jovan and weeleong for the company at west coast!
All of us will be fine i think ?hah! We are both acting, don't be offended! haha
This woman has been giving me support, encouragement and never fails to wake me up every morning for school. She has been there for me whenever i need her although we quarrel all the time. She has been working night shift everyday just to make ends meet and i can see that she just hang in there just for us but me, as a son, is not obedient and creating many nuisance day and night. :( Mum, I'm really sorry I'm eating !

unpredictable future

oh gosh, i have not been blogging because there are too many things happening, my another good friend just got caught and i'm really wordless right now. Thinking of the times that we used to laugh and scold each other no matter what topic it it, it all changed and nobody knows what will happen to us in the near future. Well, i know it myself that i'm already a laughing stock to many because of the things that i have done despite knowing that some of my friends have already been caught but i did not expect him to be the next dumbass although he looks like a blockhead all the time. I believe everything is predestined and i do believe in fate this time round. I'm now using my lappy on my bed and my room is dark, when i close my eyes, i will start to see flashbacks of us slacking together and scolding each other. These are memories and it meant alot to all of us because i dare not think of what will happen to all of us in the future. Will there be a day when we all sit down and drink together like what we used to ? Will there still be times when we are slacking at a quiet place and having heart to heart talk? Hopefully yes. Without noticing, we have already knew each other for 6 years and the days when we went for our trainings happened as if it was just yesterday. Bro, i am really praying silently for your return and hope that things goes well for all of us! This year is really not a good year for us to be loitering around and doing nothing because when our mind are free, we tends to do things without knowing that it will lead us to grave consequences.
Think before we act ! Time is not the problem, for we will still be the hero that we longed to be one day, trust me.