In a state of unstability . . . .

It is 9.49 pm now and i am sitting infront of my computer and staring into the blanks wondering what kind of results will i get for my mid-year exams. I just don't know why i always have this kind of "can't afford to lose" attitude and it is really getting on my nerves. Now, a mixture of feelings lingered through my mind and i am really losing on that little glimpse of hope. I know it has been very long since i last blogged but there is a reason because i am really busy handling some personal matters. Lets begin with my day, I came back to school at around 2pm and slept on my sofa while waiting for jason. He reached my house and we did our cme projects. I find that the project is really ridiculous but we have no choice for our CME teacher is our school's DM. alright, we went to jurong spring macdonalds and had our revision. I just came home and there is nothing else:) I shall end it here, i think i will start blogging everyday from tomorrow onwards if i am free . Stay tuned peeps/earthings !

Drumming!

Good night everybody, now is already 12.30am and i'm on my bed using my lappy. Lets talk about my day spent at hazwan's house. I came back home from lim sheng house in the morning and i met up with acer,jason,asraf and limsheng and headed down to hazwan's house. We enjoyed ourselves there because of hazwan's drumming set. Although it was fun but i was so fed up with myself because i realised that my body coordinating skill is not very good and i feel that i look like a retard whenever i didn't manage follow the beat. We left his house at 7pm and we went back to 442 and had our dinner. Anyway, lets stop talking about what we did today because i know that its getting a little bit boring:) Alright, Sometimes we can know what a person is like when a crisis strikes and by then you'll be able to know who is your true friend and who is not :( Whatever it is, we still have to hang on there and be cheerful no matter what happens other than the falling of the sky. Haha!
Alright here are some pictures that i have taken for my CME project recently. Mind you, i really look really ugly in uniform !haha school boy yo!hahaa

Exciting everyday life

Hello every earthing! I'm finally free today as there are nothing much to do today. Life has been rather great for me since then but i'm really cherishing everyday and i live according to "live like there is no tomorrow" theory. Recently, i just bought a LG secret from a friend, a nice phone and i love it ! Hmm, i'm really in fear now because my mid year examinations is just round the corner and i'm slacking like nobody's business. I guess i will not be shocked even if i fair badly for my mid year exams :) This morning, i had physics test and i left 1 whole question in section B blank and i knew i am going to be in hot soup soon :( But who cares ? Guess what, I wrote something really stupid on my physics paper, i wrote "Before a person suceed, he must fail first" LOL! I know this is hilarious but i enjoyed it ! oh god, maybe i'm turning crazy soon because of all the crazy stuff that i have did recently. Today is 14th april and god has given me almost 1 month to enjoy, I really cherish it and hope that my I.O will not harress me and would not hinder me. Knew this guy weeleong for several years, pray hard for you bro Thanks jovan and weeleong for the company at west coast!
All of us will be fine i think ?hah! We are both acting, don't be offended! haha
This woman has been giving me support, encouragement and never fails to wake me up every morning for school. She has been there for me whenever i need her although we quarrel all the time. She has been working night shift everyday just to make ends meet and i can see that she just hang in there just for us but me, as a son, is not obedient and creating many nuisance day and night. :( Mum, I'm really sorry I'm eating !

unpredictable future

oh gosh, i have not been blogging because there are too many things happening, my another good friend just got caught and i'm really wordless right now. Thinking of the times that we used to laugh and scold each other no matter what topic it it, it all changed and nobody knows what will happen to us in the near future. Well, i know it myself that i'm already a laughing stock to many because of the things that i have done despite knowing that some of my friends have already been caught but i did not expect him to be the next dumbass although he looks like a blockhead all the time. I believe everything is predestined and i do believe in fate this time round. I'm now using my lappy on my bed and my room is dark, when i close my eyes, i will start to see flashbacks of us slacking together and scolding each other. These are memories and it meant alot to all of us because i dare not think of what will happen to all of us in the future. Will there be a day when we all sit down and drink together like what we used to ? Will there still be times when we are slacking at a quiet place and having heart to heart talk? Hopefully yes. Without noticing, we have already knew each other for 6 years and the days when we went for our trainings happened as if it was just yesterday. Bro, i am really praying silently for your return and hope that things goes well for all of us! This year is really not a good year for us to be loitering around and doing nothing because when our mind are free, we tends to do things without knowing that it will lead us to grave consequences.
Think before we act ! Time is not the problem, for we will still be the hero that we longed to be one day, trust me.