Reminisce

Oh gosh I'm fucking tired right now because i just came back from gym not long ago. Had taken my shower and now sitting infront of my desktop. Actually I've stopped blogging some period ago but out of sudden i feel like blogging because i miss somebody right now. In the past few years, I have this very good buddy who goes to gym with me and we share almost all our secrets and we can do anything under the sun together but he is now inside. There was one very morning when i forgot he went inside the remand, i called his phone and actually wanted to ask him if he wanna meet me for breakfast but i stopped for a second when his line could not be through. Then i realised that i forgo that he was already inside serving his remand. Man! I've not change my blog song ever since because he was the one who taught me how to copy those links and stuff. 1/7 is his next court and i hope that he will get a second chance. For me myself, I don't hope for much because one of my leg is already in the RTC i guess? Haha! Choy !
LOL!! I just hope that those freaking fuckers don't give me a call for my next court date :)
Alright good bye! i gonna surf the net and look for movies :) Take care humans!

Gym Life !

Yoyoyoyoyoyo !
I'm going back to my usual gym life now and its like damn fun can!
In gym, you don't need a buddy. All you need are friends !
Well, after so long i finally realised that actually grinding with the metals are sometimes better than grinding with girls !
Wahahahaha
maybe i'm a lil crazy over it yea :)
Building in process :)) a lean build baby!

Like a paper note

I have been really busy recently because many things was left undone and i can't find the usb cable to transfer my pictures over to my com. I'm at lim sheng's house right now . I blog just to vent out something that is deep inside my heart right now . If i have the chance to make you believe in me once again, i'll cherish this chance, definitely . Alright firstly i know very well that i'm someone who speaks whatever stuff that comes to my mind and i don't really give a damn at how you feel but after so many times of being let off, i'm slowly adapted to this kind of situation and unknownly finding myself climbing over your head. I believe out of 10 quarrels, 8 quarrels were started by me and i'm at fault and i knew it :) its just that i don't want to admit that i'm in the wrong. You gave me so much chances but i didn't amend my ways until i saw that msg that special night. Indeed, i can't sleep well that night, many stuff came to my mind and i was thinking of better ways to solve those problems instead of asking you to fuck off immediately :)haha! Seriously, i really don't know that life has been so hard on you when i was not there by your side holding your hands to guide you through the dark path and hearing you throw whatever nonsense you want on me. Hmm, i was actually leading a carefree life without having to care about anybody during that period but i realised that it was meaningless. No point . That was the only thing that came to my mind. I always try to pretend that i don't care, you know it very well that mr kwt is a sore loser . haha . BUT actually i do care alot, yea. Hmm What i wanna say right now is that i sweared to myself that i will not scold without reasons and give attitude without reasons. That is the promise i will give to you and all of my close ones :)
Whatever it is i still hope that i'll be the paper to be there for you when you have things to write and so that i will know how is your everyday life , like a diary :)
take care my love drink more water flu ass :)