Short-term memory leads to impulsive actions

Oh god, today was the first day soaking myself in perspiration after recess this year.
I joined classmates for basketball match as one of them said that i was a good basketball
controller last time when i was in basketball team.
Thanks for the compliment dude! i appreciate it but you've flattered me too much because i
always felt that i was a burden to my team.
After matches, went back to class and did chemistry practical test. Oh god, i did not know that woody was able to help me with my experiment!I was pretty surprised when he managed to
fill in the blanks in the test paper given by erwin soo despite his absence for school recently.
I really had bad memory, I actually took what happened yesterday as what had happen today and i pointed middle finger at her for no reason and I only realised it when I reached home this afternoon.LOL! I'm so guilty right now for scolding her for no reason again:(
I admit i was really in the wrong because of the miscommunication in us but i guess this friendship is uncertain anymore.
Tomorrow will be a tiring day! :)

Sleepy

well, lets start from today's event. Daily routine as usual, woke up at 7, showered and went to school. joey made for me sushi yesterday and brought it to school for me today. Appreciated although the sushi does not really taste delicious. I have been wondering why is it so fun to have a blog last time when friends around me all began creating blogs of their own. After creating, I finally realised that actually blogging is not really that fun, it is just another way of killing time as it is raining cats and dogs out there, i can't go anywhere, therefore i blog=)
I just don't understand why things always happens in a way as such when you don't need something, it automatically appears in front of you but some things just can't be yours even when you have tried really hard.
I might seemed to be laughing and smiling all the times, actually deep inside me there is always a certain level of stress, frankly i'm still unsure of my academic positions although i got top for N level last year. I admit that I'm someone who hates to lose and I'm a arrogant person and this attitude limits me from my achievement because i always thought that I'm clever by nature. English has always been a problem to me since young and i hope that creating this blog, i'm able to express how i feel everyday and hopefully improve my english in the long run .

Boredom

Bored day